Saturday, February 26, 2011

Alhamdulillah, all things has been done and now i am back...many things happen unexpected, without any sign@hint or i'm not aware about that because of busy schedule starting from end of January.

YES!!! Only that word come to my mind right now. So excited, obsess?? Hoho now i am free from the person (say concurer) in my office before. No more heartfeeling, no more speculation. All person now independence & no person to "mengipas". Haha, be yourselves ok. Now you all know what you feel about being hipocrite. Nothing permanent in this world and all belongs to our God Almighty. Your status, your position can't save you in the hereafter. She had resigned. We (for the person before this very independent) appreciate your decision for the best of the company & all. Hope you can appreciate all things that happen to you.

Wish me all the best, friend. See ya..

Tuesday, January 18, 2011


I have to decide which best for my career and job opportunity. It reflect my and family financial status as well. Thank you Allah you always there anywhere when i need you. Please give me the strenght. 

All decision have to refer to my hubby as the leader. Alhamdulillah, he support me and let me decide what was best for me. 

Now, i'm still in dilemma and to you Lord i ask for guidance.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

New Year Update

It's not too late to wish a HAPPY NEW YEAR 1432 Hijriah and 2011 Masihi to everyone...a very very long time not to write here, busy scheduled for celebrating new year and my birthday..hihi..thank you everyone for your wished and gift, really appreciated it..especially to my hubby and my little kids..i luv u all..

My birthday is 3rd day after new year (please count by your own..:)) and it's the first day after the long school break (for whom it relevant) and first day of work at 2011. Wow, very exciting date, isn't it?? Queit surprise when the management at my office plan for a birthday bash for me and my boss (my boss 2nd day of new year) what a coincidence right? Not to disappoint eveyone i take a snap for my most memorable day for your view..please ignore my tired face ok..

After sometimes i realize that many people care about me and appreciate for what i have done all this while. After 12.00pm of my birthday so many wishes through phone, sms, pm, bbm, fb, fbm, email, card, and last a celebration itself. Like what my status in fb, i'm very lucky with all of them around me and make me feel so great. What other people say about you is none of your business, that's quote remind me a lot and that make me strong to achieve my goals this year. Want to know my goals & missions? Here is the list(s):

i. A perfect wife for mr hubby & mom for my kids  

Wow, is it real or just a dream? Yeah, nobody perfect but we can try to be somebody to them first before others. Anyone can become a wifey and mummy but are they really care about what the people that they loved most need? I'll always try to be alert, sensitive, respond and give to them and always try to satisfied them. It's not easy once you are in the picture especially when you are working mom at the same time.

ii. A productive employee 

Basically, when you are in the private and specifically in the legal field you have to give your very best achivement to your employer. More jobs mean more collections and from there you shall prove your ability and credibility not to your boss solely but the staff around you and other parties that deal with you. All we done is a bona fide practice, mutatis mutandis it is, whereby the fact is fact and can't be turn around to the hearsay. What we have to proof at our everyday life connect particularly at our life by enclosing any other evidence that convince the fact. That's why our life is so beautiful by have many more knowledge everyday plus seeing and contacting the experienced and knowledgeable persons everyday. Thank you Allah.

iii. A healthy physical, heart and brain

This is a very tough goal that i should achieve this year. Why? Frankly, i'm not as tough as what other people around me judge me physically. Yeah, maybe i'm not shown directly my feeling and emotions neither my physical weakness. We have our own secret right, if not there is no secret anymore, what a typical reasons..haha..That's why before the end of 2010, i'm already start to jog (normally at klcc jogging area) (this one not fix what day, once i feel it i make it), play badminton once a week (alternately at stadium tasik titiwangsa & dewan taman ibukota) and of course for heart by praying, recite Al Qur'an (this two practice once i've full of age) and sometimes shopping and brain by searching and reviewing either book, online, blogging because many intellect and genius people here inclusive you all..*blushing or not?*

iv. A beauty individu inside and outside

I've to confess here that from my age 7 i start thank to our Lord for giving me a face that was call as "sedap mata memandang"..sedapkah?? Hihi, from that young age you know, very mutured right? Yeah, i start wearing clothes and accessories that i feel can show my beautifulness (if any). Everyday before going to school, i start to talk by my own at the mirror and show any "perasan" style. Is it shamefull of me, because at that time i feel nobody watching me and nobody can critic me. I start wearing hijab/tudung when i'm 12 and from that time i didn't missed it and i feel very shy when i'm not wearing it to cover my "crown". Of course when you are teenage that feeling to be a beautiful is so obvious. Beautiful and cleanliness for me join together. What about you all, is it same? Beauty for me not necessary you are wearing a branded outfit or ride with a big car/motorbike. If you have all that and you can afford it, it is a bonus for you. Make up? Yes, that what i've to practice now after i'm at the age of 3 series. Sometimes, we feel to look beauty, once you feel it you're very confident to meet anybody. But yes, make up shall change your look totally and it is not natural at all (dah nama pun make up kan..) even my hubby doesn't like me to "make me up" aka make up when outing with him, he like me to look natural beauty (owh, perasan lagi). 

v. A wealthy somebody

Of course, wealthy is not everything (eh cuba translate, kekayaan bukanlah segala-galanya). But, it is a dream to everybody in this world. You all too right? Siapa tak nak kaya? It means from nobody we have to be somebody. We must have a target in our life right? To improve from the past to present and to the future. Makbulkanlah doaku Ya Allah..Amin..I've plan to do my own business. Yeah, business is 99% of our sumber pendapatan.

I've to stop this entry before many more unpredictable missions come to my mind. Enough for the above goals and if it is not achieve this year we shall try again next near. At least we have a list of goals on our own and a guide must be a criticism itself.

Thus, to stop this entry i would like to say may your dreams comes true and God blessed for whatever we have done.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010


Salam everyone, hope you all have done anything that should be done and feel free to come in my simple and humble page.

My first daughters (kakak aka Sofiya) requested me a car and/or a bicycle for her (she oledi 3 years above now & able to wish anything and of course from me & my hubby). Macam tau-tau je baru dapat bonus she remind me again and again, it's so touching ok..menyentuh hati naluri / kalbu seorang ibu yang cepat kasihan..when i raised that to her father cepat-cepat perkataan no keluar..huh..pity my darling..

So, not to disappoint her i bring her to a place that so many cars all know where???

Wonder Land..peace..kakak so happy there and we took about 2 hour spend time there..hihi..

adik pun happy dapat pandu kereta sendiri..yg ni dia tengah syok tengok kawan-kawan lain main..

Other location but when they saw it cepat-cepat ditarik tangan momma..jomm..layan..

My tactic successfull!!! I made it! After all kakak don't talk about that again, and i shall bring her again to satisfied her kids dream..zaman kanak-kanak hanya sekali..apa yang termampu momma akan lakukan ye darling..

One week after i exposed to them to the wonderland (normally at Jusco), when we passed by a kids department at any supermarket my lil Surayya shall dropped by to find any car there.  

see, she like pink car..

adik tengah fikir macamana nak beli kereta ni..hmmmm..
selepas setengah jam...bila adik nak turun dik...
akhirnya adik ni kereta lil surayya takut kereta yang ada remote control, bila papa tekan remote, kereta jalan cepat-cepat dia nak turun..:))

Kakak and adik having fun ride a car at any place anywhere. Dulu momma takde kereta-kereta ni darling, zaman sekarang ni aje macam-macam ade..hope my dear daughter shall realise not anyone can get a chance..insaf sekejap, ada ramai lagi yang tak berkemampuan jalan-jalan macam ni..especially those who left by their parent.

The kids like to explore many more things out there and as a parent we have to super choosy what they should and should not. One more thing about them, there are super duper valuable than others and what we teach them today is what they'll practice later..kita yang mencorakkan anak-anak kita..Ya Allah guide me and my family every single day..amin..

Friday, December 10, 2010


Salam peeps..nice to see you all here in my page...any incoming update? Let me share about my princesses' first time at pool..(i mean swimming pool ya..)

When my lil princesses reach about 1 year old i started exposed them to the kids world...(i mean swimming pool again..). I & their papa (of course my hubby..) bought a small pelampung for safety and their cute bikini for style (hihi for cover anything that should be). We started with my lil princess Sofiya & diperturunkan to her sister Surayya..and of course they really really enjoy it and never to stop until the times is come (bila dipaksa naik, kalau tak maunya kecut segala..).

I took an effort to learn how to swim from the expert instructor by myself in case their papa not around. I'll take care of them and we can enjoy our day (all day) at the pool (momma yang lelebih..). Actually i'm jealous for those who can swim but i'm not (especially their papa okay, he can swim from the day we at uni) but he can't teach me to swim because i'm too manja if he's the, he give up then..huhu..nak tak nak kena belajar jugak untuk kepentingan masa hadapan. But, ironinya i just learn how to swim for a basic only (tiada kuak lentang, kupu2, gimrama air berirama (eh, betul tak), diving dan yang sewaktu dengannya)..for the reason that the management have to reconstruct the swimming pool for the betterment & only that i can learn and have to continue upon finished it (tapi biasalah bila dah cuti panjang 6 bulan malas dah nak belajar lagi)..hihi, at least dah ada basic..

Sofiya has managed to balance herself pretty well in the water. In her hydro therapy sessions (as per recognised by momma itself), i have already started her to swim with just the Arm Floats, and she’s doing it really well.

Today’s swimming session (also recognise by momma itself) Surayya saw the Kakak (Sofiya) using the floaties and she asked to try it too! And guess what? She tried it on and jumped it and started swimming with the arm floats.
Kakak happy, adik nampak takut sikit
(this is the first bikini of kakak, adik just wear a short)


Adik masih takut lagi & dia dah pakai bikini
(this is kakak 2nd's bikini)
yeayy!!! Adik dah boleh senyum..okla tu..
Kakak Sofiya dah tak toleh momma sebab ada 2 safety pelampung badan & lengan
Kami dah habis berendam, masa untuk tidur..ada gaya tak kakak jadi perenang berjaya..XOXO

Basically, what they'll used to learn how to swim is by this:

Arm Band
Baby Swim Seat

And hope i'll doing this...

owh my God..beristighfar!!!..not in public okay...
Lalalala..that's all for today, i'm in a holiday mood now..shall travel to Kelantan tonight and pray for our safe journey friends..wassalam..

Monday, December 6, 2010


rasa nyaman jek duduk tepi pantai
"Papa, macam best je showcase ni..."
"kalau dapat p tengok show dia mesti best kan.."

May Allah bless our marriage....
Hihihi..just soul, my love, my charming actually didn't want to show his interest and/or understanding. Even if i didn't express it he know what actually in my mind..magic kan? Sometimes, we can't expect what men can do to satisfied us. Their caring & loving not only through words but their act and decision can show everything that we need. The perfect match with a perfect husband that Allah send to me, Alhamdullillah, praises be to Allah..his patience, understanding, strenght, kindness, loving, humble (amboi puji & promote hubby sendiri nampak)..make me feel like dunia ini ana yang punya...

he's very loving
I don't know when & where to start, just to express my feeling that i never see a charming sweetheart until i met him..he's different, his smile cure my sadness, his word give strenght, his lead (imam) make me peace and his trust give me respect. Yes!! Nobody is perfect but he try to be a better man day to another day. He try to improve himself from the day i met him until Allah gave us a gift (our princess, Sofiya & Surayya)..and hope continuos until we close our eyes ever in this world and see again in the hereafter..Insha Allah..

He's funny

Thank you Allah, Thank you Allah, Thank you Allah, i don't want any material from him, not a beautiful and branded outfit, not a gold and pearl, not a fancy, big car or house but what i need only his caring, loving sincere from his heart to me and towards our little princess..and he is proving it Ya Allah, your test to us give hidayah and awareness to be a good and perfect parent to our guide and safe your amanah Ya Allah...we seek your guidance every single day, we need your barakah for everything that we do, we shall do a mistake as a human being...but we try to correct and repent to you Ya Allah..

He's protective
He's our leader
When the time our child is born, he always besides me everytime that i need him. He never failed to do his obligation as a son, husband and father. Everyday he try to balance himself to make us satisfied. Look at this, i'm afraid that i can't give him whatever he need even he's not ask. I'm afraid i'll lose him (eventhough Allah borrow him to me in this world), i'm afraid that i can't bring him the happiness that he want...but i  ALWAYS try to improve myself.

He's our soul
When the time my mum passed away, he's the one who never failed to calm down me, never failed to give me strenght and remind me that everything belongs to Allah. I realised then and as the believer to you Allah i seek doa to the happiness of my mum in the hereafter and to me & my family from any wrongdoings in this world.

He's our prince
We feel safe when he's around

He's our idol

To my hubby Ya'qub Yusuff thank you for being such a wonderfull husband and a great great papa to our little daughters Sofiya & Surayya. Your loyalty to me from the time we met 12 years ago until now give me a very lucky friend, girlfriend and wife and pray for our happiness everlasting...Thank you again Ya Allah...

He's sporting

We love papa sooooooooooo much....

Thursday, December 2, 2010


Salam all...hope you all enjoy what you have doing today..and hope your happiness doing whatever it is everlasting and not sekerat jalan ok...and don't forget to rest your brilliant mind by visiting my page yang ntah apa-apa ntah..hihihi..perasan jek..

Pernah dengar tak perkataan "concentrate"?? Lebih kurang macam focusla..normally when somebody concentrate with what he/she is doing, they don't bother anything/anyone else around them..but what make them like that, is it any interesting act that they have done, netherless writing, reading, speaking, watching and other ing.??..hehe..

The best example i've normally choose is the "two" (instead of  one) and daughters Sofiya & day i've try to call them so many time (eating call)..but i'm wonder why they didn't return my call...mmm..i've to investigate..hihi..CSI..and i'm quite surprise what they have done.

mmm..kakak & adik tengok apa tu...

Kakak, adik...jom makan jom..still they didn't answer..wah..ini kena tengok ni apala yang mereka buat check!!!

owh they still didn't notice kehadiran their momma...

apalah yang sepupu-sepupu ni buat khusyuk sangat nih..

hai..saya upin..ini adik saya ipin..ini kisah kami ko dah lupa ke..ini kisah kami semua...:))
Lorr, tengok upin ipin rupanya...afterwards momma have to stop them nanti lapar ye anak-anak tak makan...hihi..when we think again and again it same with us right? Especially when we doing something that we like almost...apa lagi facebooking & blogging lar..kuikui..but what about your job?? Please please settled down your job first before doing any irrelevant act that not give a benefit & income to your income, no bonus & no increment ok..chaiyok-chaiyok!! Berusahalah!! You all can do it..

So, the moral of the story..jangan biarkan anda dan anak-anak anda diselubungi misteri...(hihi..ada kena mengena tak..:)) Love to see your comment here to share more about motherhood and nature..Wassalam..